Jealousy disguised by anger.
Cool guys. Thanks.
I was in a really really dark place for the majority of this school year. I don’t know what happened but I have never felt so depressed and alone. Things couldn’t be better now though and I’m ready to spend an amazing summer with some of the best friends I could possibly ask for.
I’m your second choice.
And you’re my first.
I just don’t get it. What do I do that makes people think its okay to treat me like shit and walk all over me? Lately I just feel like maybe I’m not supposed to be happy. Time after time I think things are going well and then something has to come and fuck everything up. It’s not even just that you kissed someone else, it’s that something like this happens literally every time I start being happy. I’m so damn tired of having expectations and believing in people only to be disappointed. I just feel like such an idiot for thinking that my happiness was anything more than fleeting.
This is never how I expected this year to turn out. A few months ago I was in a really dark place. I hated myself, my life, and had a hard time being happy in general. Now I have the best group of friends I could ask for, a boyfriend who I have wanted to date forever, and plans to make this the best summer of my life. I couldn’t ask for anything more.
I don’t want to be a bitch but if you keep acting like a ten year old I’m gonna put you in your fucking place.
Postcards | Sarah Kay
